Sigh. It was one of those days. Let me put it this way... It's 7:58 and I have been in bed for about 40 minutes. Thank goodness for my wireless network. I updated two work Websites, read my gossip blogs and now am on my blog. All of this while I listen to the Rent Broadway soundtrack. I can't wait to see the movie. I have been listening to the soundtrack forever. I wanted to see it on stage, however we didn't have the money at the time for decent tickets.


I still have to upload some promotional pictures and arrange them. Do I do it now or later?



I have a big event tomorrow night. Sigh. Lets see how it goes.


Home front. He's asleep already.




Now that I have written this... I remembered the rabbit I saw on my birthday. At first I though, "what a great symbol of how I feel". Then I thought, no... I am better off then this rabbit and whatever I face I can pull through.

... we went out for Thai food, then we went out to use our cameras... and then over to my moms for cake. It was a nice, simplistic day. I loved every moment of it.

My Husband took me out for my birthday. I was able to take some great pictures.

These last two weeks have been hard. Bussiness meetings, meetings to clear my name (slander) and meetings for a full scale review.... I'm ready for another vacation. People were using my name again... but I fixed that. The person who did use my name in slanderous manner did not own up to it...but he's the boss. At least I cleared my name and he danced the "who me" dance. Then it came up again. Someone using my name. I will hunt this person down. Damn it. I do so much...for everyone. Are they envious? Of what ! They would not do the work, that's why I have to. Hmmm.... Then there are those who don't even know how to work. That's another story. The site is falling apart. Laup and I, plus our "gang", are trying to hold it together. We a have a strong, smart and savy group. But damn it, we are only a small part of the bigger picture. We can not do everything. I can not do everything..... Listen to me .... me... me. I can not do everything. Shit. I have to let things go. I have to let things go.


I just sat here staring at this. Sigh (deep breath) I do have to let things go. Fresh start on Friday.


If only I could live in photos... that's why I take them... to remember what I saw... becasue sometimes I don't have the time to live them out... I just live through them.