This week has been hard. Home and work. Our company is starting to drift due to poor leadership. Laup and I are guiding it, but hell, we are not the captains. Sigh. Like ghost people appear. How does life recycle the old with the same versions of what we threw away. I know this does not make sense, but it does to me. You get to the point were you are surprised, angry, speechless and then sick to your stomach. Sigh. Lucy felt it. Some day I will divulge the topic. I just don't think it's the right time now. Good night. Huge presentation in the morning.