title: A few days off

I have the rest of the week off. No work.

The bee man came and took care of our hive.

What we thought would take all day only took 1/2 an hour.

Going out to eat with some friends tonight.

My husband took the day off ( to meet with the bee man) and now is taking a nap. I'm rearranging and sorting trough all the files on my lap top. I hate clutter in my virtual file folders.

Came across the photos I used in the memorial DVD.

I realized she is never coming back. My heart is broken. What happend? She was just here. Where was I? I mean I was right there. It's like I can go up the mountain and she'll be there. I know I had mini break downs... but she is gone. I finally realized she is gone.