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In the last 72 hours... I have experienced ...
  • My tia is going in for surgery on Monday...
  • My place of work is going to implode in around my new CEO like a death star.
  • My grandmother has had her back account wiped out. I'm pissed. Time for a family meeting.
"Crash"
Inspired by Andy Goldsworthy

"Odd Couple"
Orchid and Parsley
Clay woman and glass insulator

"Sundae on Sunday"

Inspired by Andy Goldsworthy

I want to say that I love my parents, my brothers and especially my Husband. He gives me strength, love, and focus.

My husband took me outside... I grabbed my camera and with his help and through his zen like conversation we walked around our front yard and I took pictures.

enjoy the silence





Most of the days as I drive up my off ramp on my home I take a moment and take in the world. I might catch a leaf blowing in the breeze, a piece of ...

Phone rang. My mother called. My nina is going in on Monday for a 9 hour operation. She'll be in ICU for three days and in the hospital for three weeks. She is going to have a family meeting with my mother on Friday and another with my mother and uncle. *breath*


... leaf flowing through the wind. The sand on the the slope of the off ramp and the patterns that have combed through it with the wind. A moment of time where everything stops. Yet the world around me flutters on. I think at times I feel the safest here. I am surrounded by the valley. The valley I grew up in with my family. The valley I shop in, drive in, work in, and live in. The Valley I share with my husband. It's a moment in time.

In the Yard







We spent yesterday morning in the yard yesterday. It was cool, the earth was damp and our
garden was being taken over by weeds and misplaced existing plants that had been re sown by seed. The last photo here (orange) was from seeds that came from a potted rose from a local rosarians collection. A delightful surprise. The white margarites popped up all over the front yard. We had some small ones last year and they died in fall. I left them and sowed them back into the ground in hopes that they would be reseed themselves.



Going Home


This picture symbolizes my life.
(Work Life)
Luckily I have a great husband. He went out for Pizza and Beer and we had a fun little wind down feast.

The Revolution will not be televised ...

1/9/09


The revolution will not be televised, will not be televised,will not be televised, will not be televised.

The revolution will be no re-run brothers;

The revolution will be live.


I have not spoken much about work. I have been so swamped in the trenches I have not had the time to reflect. Yesterday I had it. It was too much for one day. We have a new CEO and he has the office running scared, especially the newbies. I just don't know what to make of him yet. I think he knows it too. His actions are interesting. He is highlighting the new leadership of our site with a heavy PR campaign that includes photos of him.... some as large as beach towels. I waiting. listening without taking a side. The boat is tipping. I mention work because the other day in order to fire up the office he had all of us read business related article. It was about being revolutionary. I think that word was used up to 14 times in the one page article, yet the writer gave no revolutionary examples. More of "feelings" and "hope". He then went around the room asking what people thought. No real revolutionary thoughts. Has he made his points by insulting himself, as he does in his passive aggressive way, he went around to every group asking what they thought.... once more... nothing revolutionary. I waited, waited with baited breath for him to call on my group. The ex-hippie, the self described "Angry White Man" and little ol' me. No, he skipped us. One associate even declined to speak due to the fact that she said that she felt uncomfortable speaking her opinion in this arena.... and they applauded her. At this time a vet who has lived in the trenches asked for my critique of the article. I smiled and said.... In order to have true revolution, it must be one of the masses by the masses.... what the heck, am I back in college?

1/16/09

Update- what a random rambling post... : )

I re read it. *sigh* Today was no different.

I think I'll watch the revolution on TV for now... see what happens... what road it takes. Hmmmm, Carmel or butter popcorn.